Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Weigh - In

It's been a while since I've stepped on a scale. Let's face it, I know I'm not going to like what it says. I know I'm over weight but if I'm ever going to get anywhere I need to know where I started. I've avoided telling anyone how much I weigh -including my husband, especially my husband.

I did today though, I stepped on the scale and overcame that obstacle. I've decided to weigh myself weekly, every Tuesday in the locker room at the gym. I'm no longer going to be afraid of the scale or what it says. Today, I weighed in at 247 lbs. My goal, loose 100lbs or as close as I can come to it.

Monday, October 5, 2009

In the begining

Dear Gym, Like an ex boyfriend, I've avoided you. During this time, I've GAINED a lot. I'm tired of paying monthly support and not seeing you. It's time I make a serious commitment. I think we should start seeing each other again. I'm sorry I've let myself go this long and I'm sure I'll be sore for a while. Please don't give up on me. xoxo